This is weird. I didn't even remember that I have a blog. I even forgot my password and the mail I used for this blog. But yea, magic happens. And that magic is called internet. It's amazing how internet seems to be able to do anything. I mean, seriously anything. Right?
So I searched my name in google, and the first result that came out was this blog. That's what brought me here, writing again in my own blog. I know it's been more than one year since the last time I threw a piece of my mind here. However, I was so intrigued to write something in this blog, just to explain my current situation in life.
Yea, one year. I have been through a lot in life in one year. Maybe not great things, but some things have changed.
So, where do I start?
Well, okay, college life.
Soon my 4th semester is coming. Studying is never fun to me. But I have to admit that I have found my way in surviving my college life. I cannot deny that my major expects a lot from its students. The lecturers are demanding and they have very high expectations. It was hard, well it still is hard. But yea, as time goes by, I have found my rhythm, and thank God my score has been pretty good :)
Family.
My family hasn't changed. We are still the coolest people the earth can ever have :B but yea, due to many things we have to live our lives separately. It's not like we have problems, it's just another phase of getting older. My sister is now working full-time in a law firm, and she cannot stay in our home because it wouldn't be efficient. So she is now living near her office. And I have to live in an apartment with three other friends, for the same reason. I cannot always go home by train or drive my self to campus, because it would be very tiring. So, with that being said, now my brother is living as the only child at home with mom and dad.
My mom was moved from her old office. She is now working in a hospital near the airport. Crazy, huh? It's very far from my home. And my dad still rocks. He is now growing his hair again, and of course that upsets my mom. But yea, I love it!
No one is married, although actually my sister is supposed to get married soon (due to her age) :p She still doesn't want to get married, but hopefully she will, soon. Amin! And what else? Oh my brother is now in high school. As other high-schoolers, he becomes more ignorant and loves to be alone in his room or have fun with his friends. Well, although unlike other "normal" high-schoolers, he has to do karate training, almost every night.
Friends?
I've been having a great time in college. The friends are cool. We do things together, do assignments together, and have fun! I even traveled with some of them. I visited Bangka, Jogja-Solo, and even Malang-Bali-Lombok-Solo! Pretty cool, isn't it? Yea, I am having fun!
Rrrrr, love-life?
Not much is going on, actually. I broke up last year, in January 2011 and haven't really been with anyone since. And you know what? It doesn't suck. Well, the first 3 months was hard, but then it became all good. I thought I was still in love with my-ex, the first one that I was serious with. But when I asked to meet him, I realized that I didn't miss him. I missed the moments we once had. And that's it.
I am not saying that I haven't been in love in this one year, because maybe I have, and still am. I am quite sure that I am probably in love with this guy but I'm not looking for any relationship. I mean, I've been keeping it as casual as it can be, so I'm just letting it flow. I'm not aggressive, no matter how obsessed I am to keep him around :p moreover I always stay as myself whenever he is around, and that is something. I don't try to look beautiful in front of him. I never give a damn. But, I just know that I have a massive crush on him :) yea, let it flow.
Yep, that's pretty much about what is up with me for the last one year.
Just let's see if I still can keep this blog updated.
Ciao!
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