For you, the sincere guy

It's the 23rd of the month, and it means we've been together for 5 months dear. Thanks a lot.. You're the most sincere person I've ever met :) and despite all the differences we have, we both are still willing to learn about each other. That's what is superb. Love you, Pi!

May 23rd, 2010
-Binar Sari Suryandari-

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You've weighed things, haven't you?

I've been learning a lot for the past 12 months. There are so many kinds of people. People are different. There's no chance you'll meet the very same characteristics in one person in another. They live their life with their own way. They embrace it with their own way.

I'm surrounded in socialite consists of so different kinds of people. Since I realized how lucky I was to be circled by them, I observed, I learnt, I smiled in gratitude. They have dreams, for sure. They have their way to pursue them. I love having a chitchat with them and see their point of view. And you can't blame someone from their point of view. Their thoughts have both positive and negative sides. After all, we're still human; we're imperfect.

Success and failure are just a little instance of trial. And life is full of options and choices. You've got to choose, to decide, to move forward to another level. In choosing, you weigh things; the good and the bad effects. This is the time when the difference of the characteristics of people is about to be revealed, about to be known and understood. They choose to be what they want to be, they choose to be what they want to be known and judged. Nothing is wrong about that. Remember, they've weighed things already and they have their chance to choose. When success comes, they, unconsciously, are in trial. See how people deal with success. It varies in many ways, doesn't it? So is failure. It's just another form of trial.

You choose how you want to live your life yourself. And whatever you choose, it means you're ready to be known by what you've chosen. Don't be mad. Of course, you've weighed things before you choose, haven't you?

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Their results and a message for you

Congratulations to all my friends who passed UI's admission test!!! SIMAK UI udah selese, dan hasilnya pun udah keluar. Luar biasa banget karena teman2 sekolah gue yg keterima sampe saat ini ada 202 orang! Whew. Ciut ngga lo dengernya? 8 2010 rocks! I'm so proud of you guys, and proud to be part of 8 2010 ;)
202 orang itu emang angka kasar yg keterima, ada yg bakal ngambil, ada yg engga, ada yg udah keterima tp belom sesuai pilihan yg diinginkan pula. Yg belum tembus sama sekali juga ada. Jangan berkecil hati yaaa. Keep your flames on and work harder! Jgn pernah pertanyain takdir Allah deh ya pokoknya, semua ada jalannya. Usaha+doa berperang sm takdir di suatu tempat sana. Jadi siapa yg kuat, dia yg menang. Makanya di pol in aja deh usaha sama doanya, dan kalo emg udah mentok ya tunggu aja "tangan2" Allah akan bergerak kemana. Go, Fight, Win deh ya teman-teman!!!!

And dear you, don't worry, everything's gonna be alright. You've been so incredible, your effort has been unbelievably great. Despite your failures till now, I'm so proud of you. I'm proud being the person who has the chance to be this close to you. You're great. Keep on smiling, trying, and praying dear.. Remember, Allah sees, listens, hears, gives, and grants. All you need is your patience and effort. You're such a big-hearted man. I love you....... :)

Sincerely yours,
Binar Sari Suryandari

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You may say.........

You may say I'm selfish, unstable, immature, weak, over-acting, greedy, or whatsoever. Hm, well it's okay, because now maybe I am.

May 5th, 2010 14:41
-Binar Sari Suryandari-

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You want a revenge, you'll get it soon, won't you?
I'd been telling everyone to give you a hand, because I knew, I wouldn't be able to. Now, you've got all the help you need. You seem to have fun. I always want you to get your own happiness, because your happiness means a lot to me, still. But in fact when I found out, I wept. Ups, no, I didn't weep. I cried like a newborn baby. What I didn't know was how I would feel. I am sick because of my own will. I am sick for giving you what you need and want.
Now I want to give you an early congratulation. And I just ask you for one more thing : please give me your smile, because maybe it's the only cure.

Let me draw a conclusion :
The 'someday' is definitely not now.....

-Binar Sari Suryandari-

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