Today and Tomorrow

I don't know what to post, I am not in a good mood actually.

1. Bad hair day
2. Going to school to get nothing (Puapala promised to have an important meeting, but yea 2hours after the due time, the meeting hadn't even started, and my father picked me up)
3. Coincidentally meet my friends without knowing what they were going to do (maybe hanging out?)
4. Almost all friends who met me this morning told me that I was getting really fatter
5. Having had to meet my boyf for less than 1hour only
6. Going to Monas with my little cousin from Solo and grandma which was very tiring and Oh My God it was really hot out there
7. Having lunch tooo much (okay I was making myself fatter)
8. Having a very bad stomacache because of you-know, woman's cycle
9. And right now, I am alone at Rakha's room, having insufficient credit to send messages or make a call.

Tomorrow, well going to airport to say goodbye to Kak Titis. That's my exact plan (cannot be changed or replaced) for tomorrow. I don't know what to do with the rest of my time. The other plan is just still not clear. Wish you have a good day tomorrow, friends!

Report? Holiday?

I have received my report. I had never been that nervous just to receive my report. My dad knew that I was really nervous. If my report had been awful, my dad would have had to save more money for my way to university. Yea I expect a lot from my report. And another reason why I was that nervous is because I didn't do my Final Sumatif Exam completely! I just had 5 subjects done, and the others were allowed not to be done because of osn-thing. Well it was relieving knowing that I didn't have to do all subjects, but i also made me nervous because I didn't know whether I would really have good scores on them or not hmm hm..

So, report? Actually I don't know what to comment. I've got two 70s on my report. 79 on Bahasa and 76 on Sport. Yea but it still makes sense because I like neither hahaha. My mom told my dad and my brother that my scores were great (thanks!), but they didn't say it to me directly. Well actually my scores are fine, they're good. Except those two subjects on which I got 70s. But yes, they're not better than my 1st semester report, but it's still okay.

Holiday? Still busy but I'm sure it'll be great! I'll have my friend come from NY (Dhini), we'll hang out together with my other bestfriends and we'll go to Bandung (which will be my third time being there) and I'll have Diklat in Tajur with my Puapala family.

July 1st, my sister are going to participate in a mooting competition, yea international law student competition which will be held in Brisbane, and in the same day Dhini is coming to Jakarta, and maybe there's also someone I know is coming to Jakarta too hehe. Today is my sister's birthday, but we are not doing or buying anything for her because my mom will give her alot of money when she's leaving jakarta on Wednesday and that's the present she asked. Please folks, wish my sister luck! UI was the world champion last year (my sister was on the team too), so I hope they can still be the champion again. My sister told me that this year will be harder than last year and this year my sister is chosen to be main speaker in all competition. So please wish her luck and wish me luck tooo with my holiday and our big Puapala event: Diklat! I want this holiday to be fun!

Weird

I just got home yesterday after 3 days away from Arlin Indah O-15. DPA/TPA LKS went crazily tiring and fun but the juniors were just awfully disappointing. I won't tell the details about the event because it'll be a loooooong story.
So after I reached home, I slept and I woke in the middle of the night because my cellphone rang. "Who on earth is calling me at time like this? It's bedtime for God's sake!". But then I looked into my phone, felt surpised and wondered. It was a call from an old friend. I enjoyed our conversation, I really did. But I know it's just not right. I could hear that sometimes you said something you shouldn't have. But again, I knew what I was doing. So trust me, I was just trying not to be rude to anybody.

P.S : I miss my giraffe, I don't know whether you feel the same way too. But what the hell happen to our relationship? I'm angry, mad and sad everytime I looked into my phone and found nothing. Even sometimes when I send you messages you just reply it in a very annoying ways! That's why I decided not to reply it again, hoping that you'd understand what you did. I need nothing but your maturity, dear.. Can't you just keep me informed or make me comfortable?

Immaturity

Immaturity is the incapacity to use one's intelligence without the guidance of another.

Immanuel Kant

Inconsistencies in men are generally testimony to their immaturity.

Edwin Louis Cole

What is immaturity? It's the opposite of maturity. And this is the pshycological definition of maturity, which will help you understand what immaturity means.. : Maturity is a psychological term used to indicate that a person responds to the circumstances or environment in an appropriate manner. This response is generally learned rather than instinctual, and is not determined by one's age. Maturity also encompasses being aware of the correct time and place to behave and knowing when to act in serious or non-serious ways. Maturity is something of personal character, or how one acts in stressful or difficult situations, because then a person's true ability to react to a situation can be seen. Fake social interactions are often misjudged as many people rely on outward appearance to mask inner strengths/weaknesses so as to present a simpler version of oneself to the world

Immaturity is something that everyone has, even a mature human can have their own immaturity side. But the problem is, how if a person has big capacity of immaturity?

Memorable Events

Can't wait for the 'Pemantapan Akhir' LKS thing and Diklat Puapala! It must be tiring yet very cool! I already got those events like a year ago, and they will always be patched on my mind. Those activities helped me a lot on my 'character-building' thing. And I hope my juniors will feel the same way too. And hopefully those events will be memorable for them! Enjoy it, juniors ;) !

Yes it is...........

"Life Is Wonderful"

It takes a crane to build a crane

It takes two floors to make a story

It takes an egg to make a hen

It takes a hen to make an egg

There is no end to what I'm saying

It takes a thought to make a word

And it takes some words to make an action

It takes some work to make it work

It takes some good to make it hurt

It takes some bad for satisfaction

La la la la la la la life is wonderful

Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful

Al la la la la

It takes a night to make it dawn

And it takes a day to make you yawn brother

And it takes some old to make you young

It takes some cold to know the sun

It takes the one to have the other

And it takes no time to fall in love

But it takes you years to know what love is

It takes some fears to make you trust

It takes those tears to make it rust

It takes the dust to have it polished

Ha la la la la la la life is wonderful

Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle

Ah la la la la la la life is so full of

Ah la la la la la la life is so rough

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful

Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle

Ah la la la la la la life is our love

Ah la la la la la

It takes some silence to make sound

It takes a loss before you found it

And it takes a road to go nowhere

It takes a toll to make you care

It takes a hole to make a mountain

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful

Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle

Ha la la la la la life is wonderful

Ha la la la la la life is meaningful

Ha la la la la la life is wonderful

Ha la la la la la life it is...so... wonderful

It is so meaningful

It is so wonderful

It is meaningful

It is wonderful

It is meaningful

It goes full circle

Wonderful

Meaningful

Full circle

Wonderful

Yea the lyrics is just true! Life is wonderful because it goes full circle. And to feel the beauty of life you have to feel the badness of life first. You can look up at people who are above you to make you motivated to learn and struggle harder to have life like theirs. But don't forget to look at people whose life is harder to be grateful to The Almighty and feel how lucky you are. That's why life is wonderful....

My alarm rang

On June 6th 2009:
Happy Birthday to my dad! Wow cool, now you are half-a-century old, dear Dad!
I love you, and I know, So do your wife, and your other children.. This is my only wish for you : I wish you could be a vegetarian again who always eat only vegetables and tofu (hehehe) and stop eating meat. Come on, don't quit being a vegetarian, please just eat what you used to eat :)

On June 8th 2009:
Wow it's been 10 months since we talked on that street, laughing and being stared by other people who passed the street, and then I answered your weird but lovely question.. I love you Avian Andikaaaaa :)))))