It's hard to define happiness. And I am sure no one can do such thing, since it depends on who sees and feels it.
I am now happy, but the question of how happy I am now is irrelevant. I happen to not be able to answer it, because as much as I love words, I am fully aware that sometimes the capacity that a word offers to explain things is limited.
I'm feeling the happiness which I wish everybody can feel. The happiness that can cheer you up every second of your day, just because you realize that everything is just a phase that you have to go through. The happiness that makes everything feel so easy, no matter hard work you need to put into it. The happiness that makes you want to see the sky and smile. The happiness that makes you feel like you're indeed a very lucky person, and you're grateful for it. The happiness which makes you think that nothing would be harmful enough to knock you down. The happiness which makes you feel relieved because you know you have nothing else to ask for, or because you feel settled and completed. The happiness that makes it much easier to smile and laugh. The happiness which makes you feel that everything that you've done persistently is worth it. The happiness which makes you feel that you are blessed and loved by someone that you dearly love.
So does that description answer the question of how happy I am? It doesn't. It's everything beyond what I wrote above. I am that happy.
Is this normal? Seriously, how happy a human can be?
Cheers!
-bss-