Bonus

I want to get it, really. This is a dream I've been dreaming since I was in elementary school. I'll do anything to get it. Well, how if I am asked to be able to get it in a much easier way? Wow, of course, normal people will say yes, including me. I want to get it through this easier way, yes I really want. But how if after I apply, their answer is a no? Hmm a month ago, I remember myself telling "I don't know how to be able to take another way". No, now I've changed my way of thinking -> "It's a bonus if you can get it through the easy way"

Yes it is a bonus. No matter what, it's not an absolute thing. I cannot depend on that bonus thing only. I realised I have to get a grip too in another way. If I can get it, I'll be very happy, happy as I never be. I'll hug my parents, streaming down the happy tears. And I promise, I'll help my friends to get what they want too. But, if I can't get it, surely, I'll cry. I'll regret things but I won't make it long. I have to get up and realise there are still ways waiting for me. And yes, improve myself and try my best.

It's a dream. It still is. But to get it through the easier way is a bonus. I want the easier way, but if I can't get it........ Well, nothing to lose then, right?

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